Thursday 27 March 2008

रिस

रिसले मान्छेलाई बिगार्छ,
मूल्यहीन र तुच्छ प्राणी बनाउछ,
जसले पश्चाताप गर्छ,
सुध्रिन्छ,नगर्ने कुहिन्छ अनि गन्ह्याउछ,

रिसको बेग उच्चतम हुन्छ,
बसमा नराखे बिबेकलाई सडाउछ,
नबुझि रिसराग राख्नेले,
आफ्नो खुट्टा तानि आफैलाई लडाउछ,

बसमा राख्न सिके यो रिसलाई,
मित्रताको साईनो यो कहिल्यै टुट्‍दैन,
अरुलाई नानाथरि भन्ने बानी बसाले,
नराम्रो यो बानी जिवनभर छुट्दैन,

पापको धुरि चढेर जित्ने यो मानब जति,
चिप्लिएर खुट्टा फुत्‍त भुईमा झर्नेछन,
पश्चाताप गरि मन हलुका पार्ने हरु भने,
गल्ति सुधारि फेरि अगाडि बढ्ने छन,

बसमा राख्नु श्वार्थपनलाई,
आफ्नो इन्द्रिय सँग कहिल्यै नहार्नु,
पश्चाताप गरि बरु माफि माग्नु
मित्रतालाई दोष लगाई कहिल्यै नमार्नु।

-Ram

Tuesday 25 March 2008

श्रीमतीज्‍यू के छ खबर....???

कुरा कानी नभाको नि बर्ष दिन भईसक्‍यो
एक पछि अर्को गरी सबै ऋतु गईसक्‍यो
रूदैछौ कि एकान्‍तमा खबर पनि पा छैन
मेरी श्रीमतीज्‍यूको चिठ्‍ठी पत्र आ छैन
श्रीमतीज्‍यू के छ खबर???

कति बस्‍छौ रुदै एक्‍लै कति आसु खसाल्‍दै?
पिर ब्‍यथा सबै एक्‍लै झेल्‍ने बानी बसाल्‍दै?
कहा गई पोख्‍छौ बर आफ्‍नो मनको ब्‍यथालाई
कस्‍लाई गई सुनाउछौ र बेदनात्‍मक कथा लाई
श्रीमतीज्‍यू के छ खबर???

मन त्‍यसै रुन्‍छ होला मेरो तस्‍बिर हेरेर
नभन्‍नू है ब्‍यर्थ आऐ आफ्‍नो माईती छोडेर
खुशी हरू सथ बोकि आउछु फेरि फर्केर
चिठ्‍ठी पत्र पठाऊनु है मनको कुरा लेखेर
श्रीमतीज्‍यू के छ खबर???

सपनीमा भए पनि एकछिन भेट्‍न आईदिन्‍छौ
मेरो लागी दिन भरिको सारा खुशी ल्‍याईदिन्‍छौ
रूदैछौ कि एकान्‍तमा खबर पनि पा छैन
मेरी श्रीमतीज्‍यूको चिठ्‍ठी पत्र आ छैन
श्रीमतीज्‍यू के छ खबर???


तिमीले पत्र पा छैनौ कि लेख्‍न अलि भ्‍या छैनौ
प्रतिक्षा मा छु म आज सपनिमा आ छैनौ
कुरा कानी नभाको नि बर्ष दिन भईसक्‍यो
एक पछि अर्को गरी सबै ऋतु गईसक्‍यो
श्रीमतीज्‍यू के छ खबर??

-राम

Thursday 20 March 2008

जय शम्भो,

बाग्मतीको किनार मा,
सानो ए उटा ढुङ्गा छ,
त्यो ढुङ्गा को अलिक् पर,
फूल को ए उटा थुङ्गा छ,

सिढी चढ्दै गए म,
फूल् को थुङ्गा टिपेर,
बाहुन् बाजे बसेको रहेछ,
गाइ को गोबर् ले लिपेर,

प्रणाम गरे धोक म पुगी,
शिर् मैले झुकाइ,
शान्त मन् ले दर्शन गरे,
मन को मैलो लुकाइ,

वरि परि घन्टी को टन टन,
पारि तिर रैछ बादर् को नाच,
तिज को मेला लगेको रहेछ,
लौ है कान्छी कम्मर भाच,

भर्खर भर्खर घरजम भाको,
पशुपति नाथ् को दर्शन गर्न गाको,
मैले नि भने जय शम्भो,
भाङ र धतुरो अलि कम भो,


[Bagmati ko kinara ma,
Sano euta dhunga chha,
Tyo dhunga ko alik para,
Phool ko euta thunga chha,

Sidhi chadhdai gaye ma,
Phool ko thunga tipera,
Bahun baje baseko raichha,
Gai ko gobar le lipera,

Pranam gare dhoka ma pugi,
Shir maile jhukai,
Santa mann le darshan gare,
Mann ko mailo lukai,

Wori pattii ghanti ko tan tan,
Pari tira raichha badar ko nach,
Tiz ko mela lageko raichha,
Lau hai kanchhi kammarai bhach,

Bharkhar bharkhar gharjam bhako,
Pasupati ko darshan garna lai aako,
Maile ni bhane jai sambho,
Bhang ra dhaturo ali kamm bho,]

-Ram

Wednesday 19 March 2008

Open Blue Sky

The heart flutters like the butterfly.
Uneasy, romantic, colourful,
Always on a high.
Not sure what it wants,
Not sure what it'll get.

Hopping from one bright flower to another,
Looking for some solace, some nectar.
Believes the bright colors will rub on,
And it will have a red rose of its own.

It flutters over the bud,
pamper it...
Caresses it...
Plays with it...
And the world gets centered around it.

But one fine day,
The bud withers away,
The heart is broken,
Sad and forlorn.

Till it spots another at a distance.
And the never ending story starts again...

Only if the butterfly could see itself in the mirror.
How see beautiful it is.
More beautiful than all the roses and flowers in the garden.
It would fall in love with itself.
And fly away singing, carefree in the open blue sky.

I Love You...

You are not just a sweet little girl,
But also a daughter, sister and fren,
You are not just a wise responsible woman,
But also a light of new generation as a faster train,

Everyone dreams as you do,
How beautiful your dream, all clean and clear,
In a sort terms from a sweet little gal,
Became student, teacher & wife, then and there,

However, for me, you are just you,
Seems always dear to me as always I do,
Cannot find the word I wanted to say,
It would not be enough if I just say I love you,


-Ram
(for you sumi)

Wish...

Neither has you needed to sing a song,
Nor try to find out the words,
Rhythms that I could hear in my ear,
Your heartbeats play as the chords,

Neither has you needed to know the story,
Nor need to tell me every night,
Just look at me with those eyes,
That makes my heart feel light,

Neither has you needed to write a poem,
Nor my eyes go anywhere else,
You know I am always besides you,
People may take it as a false,

-Ram

Talk or drive....

Conversation between a couple (husband and wife)
Husband is a great stage performer, and the wife is a housewife.

Wife dials a number 98510-99999

The mobile starts ringing…

Husband:hello dear,
Wife: hello hajur, programme kasto bhayo?
Husband:It went great. Aaja tarkari k banayeu??
Wife: aalu-govi, golbheda ko achar ra daal,
Husband: Kids k gardai chhan ni??
Wife: Video game kheldai chhan. Ani ma hajur lai kurera baseki…!!!
Husband: Aaja stage performs garda timilai sarai miss gare.
I love you my sweetheart.
Suddenly wife hears a sound of broken glass. Husband keeps silence. Wife keeps asking, “K bhayo hajur, yey hajur”…??
Husband never answers, in a while she hears an ambulance siren, “dhutu-dhutu”….. !! And one of the officer answers the phone.

Officer: hello madam,
Wife: hello who is there, and where is my husband?
Officer: (keeps silence and thinks what to say.)
Wife: why are you not answering me? What is wrong?
Officer: (officer collects some guts and answers the lady) sorry madam, he is no more.

Wife goes quite; a word doesn’t come out of her mouth. Her eyes turn full of tears and goes up to her lips.


(A telephone conversation and driving doesn’t go together, choose one of them at a time.)

life.. (getting old)

One day a folding chair,
Next day the fifth gear,
Thinking of those glorious days,
Sharing to all, the famous says,

Oh yeah,
I used to have those days,
Where I could get peace n place,
Where I just used to put my words
And others used to add some chords,

Oh yeah,
Those were for just a while,
Which I kept in my inner file,
Loads of tears n loads of pain,
That’s what I lost and I gain,

Oh yeah,
I always compare now n then,
That's what I lost n I gain,
I am still waiting for,
Those days to come back again,

Oh tell me,
It is me or just my illusion,
Breathing slowly with no motion,
Getting old, still using these brains,
Why don't we think of Preservation?

now i know,
I gained more then what I lost,
should live happily, it doesnt cost,

-Ram

Innocent Tears,

innocent tears of your eyes,
drops upto your lips, but...
Beloved ones are always there,
You just got to open the door.

Crying alone is not the one
What you supposed to do,
There are many crying with
Who exceedingly loves you,

The one who understands,
Your emotions and feeling
You got a lot more around you,
To support and for healing.

You got everything all around,
But you still feel like alone.
Love you always like this,
However there is nothing can be done,

Someone else is crying with you,
Your tears are just priceless.
You are certainly a diamond for me,
And so am i for you I guess.

Time certainly did fly,
But bliss is always present for you.
(including me....)

-Ram
(for you sumi)

बाल्यकालमा फर्कने रहर..!!!

तिम्रो काखमा फेरी एकपल्ट,
निदाउन मन लागेको छ,
फेरी त्यही बाल्यकालमा,
फर्कने रहर जागेको छ,

चन्द्र सुर्य तिम्रो लागि,
यो धर्तीमा ल्याउने आशामा,
खोज्दै गएं अनि सोध्दै गएं,
हरेक ठाँउ अनि अनेक भाषामा,

तिमी बाट टाढा भएं,
मुटुमा आँशु जमाएर,
खुशी राख्ने सपना मेरो,
तिम्रो लागि डलर कमाएर,

शायद भूल गरे कि आमा,
तिमीलाई छोडि टाढा हुंदा,
मुटु मेरो चर्किन्छ झन,
आमा तिमी एक्लै रुंदा,

हेर्दै होलाउ मेरो बाटो,
कहिले छोरा आउछ भनि,
भित्ते पात्रो ओल्टाई पल्टाई,
दिन महिना बर्ष गनि,

कमजोर भाको छैन आमा,
बिश्वास र मायाको डोरी,
आउदैछु म फेरी फर्कि,
जान्न अब तिमीलाई छोडि,

आमा जान्न अब तिमीलाई छोडि!!!

Ram
(Only for you mom)

सुन्तलीको ब्यथा

बिस्कुन सुका छु पालीमा,
गाई सारि सकें आगनमा,
छोरालाई कोक्रोमा हाली,
सुताई आएं त्यो पिंढीमा,

के गर्नु, मेलापात नगरि,
घरको चुल्हो जल्दैन त,
मत्तितेलको टुकी नबालि,
अधेंरोमा बत्ति बल्दैन त,

हली लाउने आई सकेछन्,
खेतालो नि जम्मा भए,
पर्म जाने पालो पो थियो कि,
हतार भयो ल म त गएं,

छुपु-छुपु धान रोप्दै छ,
मस्किदै छन् हेर ति जोडी,
दुई जिउ कि म एक्लि हुंदा,
खसम गयौ मलाइ छोडि,

साईली भाउजु आउनु भयो,
साईला दाईलाई खाजा बोकि,
अल्पत्र पारि मलाइ खसम,
शहरमा हराको पो हो कि,

बजार पनि जानु छ,
एक बिसौली चिनी अनि एक चौथाई तेल,
खुर्सानी एक पाउ साहुजी,
खातामा लेख्नु है आजको किनमेल,

उधारो नि दिन्न भन्छन्,
आजकाल साहुजी खाताको पन्ना गन्छ,
कति लिनु उधारो नि,
रिनै रिनमा डुबि सकें,

पधेंरो पो जानु थियो,
पानी भरि ल्याउनु थियो,
तारे माले कराउदै छ,
घाँस पनि हाल्नु थियो,

भुन्टेको बाउ बिदेशिएको,
भै सकेछ चार बर्ष,
छोरोले अनुहार देख्न पाए,
हुने थियो कस्तो हर्ष।।

-Ram
(dedicated to all woman who lives in village with all these problems)

And that is...

Purity is always there in your heart,
From you which never can be apart,
None will be able to take it out,
That’s what I was talking about,

No matter how happy you are,
Neither does how much I am in pain,
My love increase day by day for you,
It counts from the first day and ever after then,

No matter how hurt you are,
No matter how much you are in pain,
My love doesn’t decrease,
For the sympathy I have for you again,

And that is…..
Because I love you, how much I don’t know,
Never calculated, but it’s in the highest though,
But for sure, I love you more and more each day,
Because that’s how I do and feel like that’s the way,

-Ram
(dedicated to you-sumi)

i do care of you

I always do care of you,
there is nothing I can do,
you are always near to me,
in fact I have opened my heart for you,

Faith is a part of friendship,
you may not need to handle it,
touching does not bother at all,
but let me just have a look a bit,

I am not a part of your life,
in fact you are surely of mine,
cant make u fall on anyone,
I see you always there in shine,

I aint need to come in your life,
cozs u r always in my heart,
no hope neither the promise can be made,
cozs u will never be apart,

love is not a trade,
neither it need to be hide,
infact i am just next to you,
caring with protection, standing by aside,

dreams are too high but I cant fly,
water seems deep so ok in the ground,
can you let me in your heart?
or can you let me be your around?? !!!

- Ram
(for sumi)

भएछ खरानी जलेर ।।

गाँजलु आँखा ओभानो भै सकेछ,
सकिएछ... झरेछ आँशु चुहिएर...!!
कलकलाउदो यि हरियो पालुवा झैं जिवन,
धुँवा बनि उडेछ... भएछ खरानी जलेर...!!

मायाको एक अनौठो अनुभब,
यादहरु ओईरिएछ, बिचलिएर...!!
पिरतीको यो अनौठो बिश्वास,
माया झन गाढिएछ, तिखारिएर...!!

देखेको थिए कति सपनीहरु,
आँशुमा डुबेछ, बगेछ पखालिएर...!!
बुनेका थिएं कति धेरै खुशीहरु,
टुक्रिएछ, छरिएछ लथालिङ्गिएर...!!

बटुलेको थिएं कति मिठो यादहरु,
हावाले उडाएछ, गएछ बतासिएर...!!
साँचेको थिएं कति धेरै माया,
मुटु भित्रै निचोरिएछ अतालिएर...!!

आँखाको त्यो अमूल्य आँशु,
झरेछ थोपा थोपा बर्सेछ गर्जिएर...!!
मुटुमा चट्टान खसेछ अझै,
थिचेछ आफैलाई, पछारिएछ बज्रिएर...!!

अबिश्वासको त्यो कमजोर खम्बा,
चर्किएछ, लडेछ भत्किएर...!!
नशामा डुबेको ति अचल आँखा,
पछारिएछ, ढलेछ मात्तिएर...!!

गाँजलु आँखा ओभानो भै सकेछ,
सकिएछ झरेछ, आँशु चुहिएर...!!
कलकलाउदो यि हरियो पालुवा झैं जिवन,
धुँवा बनि उडेछ, भएछ खरानी जलेर...!!

भएछ खरानी जलेर ।।

-Ram

अन्तिम श्वास

हरेकपल्ट श्वास लिदा अन्तिम श्वास पो हो कि जस्तो,
चाहाना छ मुटु भरि मेरो माया किन यस्तो........!!

तिमी बिना जिवन मेरो लक्ष्यबिहिन यात्री जस्तो,
लिई रहेछु अन्तिम श्वास मूल्यहिन र अति सस्तो....!!

पहाड भन्दा ठूलो थियो सागर भन्दा गहिरो,
मेरो मुटु आज हेर कतै बाढी कतै पहिरो....!!

माया लाउदा खुशी अनि उमंग र उत्साह देखे,
आफ्नो भाग्य थाहै नपाई चोट शहिद आफै लेखे...!!

आँखा भरि आँशु थिए सुकिसके आँशु पनि,
पिर माथि चोट अझै दिए सबै गनि गनि........!!

धिक्कार्दै पो छ कि मलाई यो धर्तीमा पठाउनेले,
सन्देश लिई आएहुन्थ्यो आज भोलिमा आउनेले...!!

हरेकपल्ट आँखा खोल्दा फेरि बन्द होला जस्तो,
मन भित्रका चाहाना यो बुझिदिए हुन्थ्यो कस्तो...!!

निष्टूरी यो तिमी होइन गुनासो नि मेरो छैन,
माया आफै बैरी भयो अन्तिम श्वास पनि गयो....!!

अन्तिम श्वास पनि गयो....!!!

-Ram

पछेउरीको छेवैले

रातो त्‍यो पछेउरीको छेवैले,
पुछ्दैछौ कि भिजेका ति परेलीहरु,
सम्हालेर राखिदेउ ति थोपाहरु,
खुशी बनाई फर्काईदिउंला बाचा भो बरु,

सम्झनाको गहिराईमा,
डुबाईछ्यौ कि लिएर मायाका ति यादहरु,
धैर्य गरि पर्खेर त्‍यही बाटो हेरि,
बस्नु सानु म आउछु फर्कि फेरि,

मखमली त्यो चोलीको टुनैमा,
बाँधिराख्याछौ कि मनैमा लिई आशाहरु,
सपनीमा आउँला नगर्नु मन भारी,
राख्नु मन भित्रको, सानु दुबै ढोका उघारी,

रातो त्‍यो पछेउरीको छेवैले,
पुछ्दैछौ कि भिजेका ति परेलीहरु,

-राम
( मुटुभरीको माया मेरी हजुरलाइ)

since u feel like i am gone

Since u feel like I am gone,
Yeah somewhere it’s still hidden,
But I am always here in front of you,
Waiting for you, nights and days all alone,

I always did love you, do and will be,
No matter even if you don’t care,
Just open your arm and call me,
I will be always standing for you there,

The feelings never can be hiding,
Nor the expression can be ignored,
My heart keeps crying all the time,
Ever since I came to know, u r bored,

I do and it always says that,
Every heart beats says I love you,
But can’t force u to say the same,
That I could never ever do,

You never missed your chance,
But yes, paused it for a while,
Yeah somewhere it’s still hidden,
Since u feel like I am gone,

You are always with me,
I have pictured you in my heart,
Things may change frequently,
But you will never be apart,

Since u feel like I am gone,
Yeah somewhere it’s still hidden,
But I am always here in front of you,
Waiting for you, all night and day alone,

-Ram
(don't feel like I am gone... I am still with you, forever)

सत्ते सत्ते

तिम्रो आँखा भन्दा अरु,
डुब्ने कुनै ताल छैन,
त्यो केशको रेशा झैं अरु,
चञ्चल कुनै छाल छैन,

तान्यो मलाई तिम्रो मायाले,
त्यही गतिमा म डौडिदैछु,
नयन भित्र डुबि सकें,
त्यही तालमा म पौडिदैछु,

तिम्रो हेराईमा नशा छ कि,
नजिकिदैछु दिनप्रतिदिन,
टाढा छोड्न सक्दिन म,
तिमीलाई यि आँखाबाट एकक्षण,

सपनी पो हो कि कतै,
हुन्छु कि म बेहोश मात्तिएर,
छल्किने हो कि कतै,
ब्युँझन्छु कि आत्तिएर,

नाँचिराछु जस्तो लाग्छ,
जिन्दगीको तरंगमा,
आयौ तिमी मेरो लागि,
खुशी बनि हर रंगमा,

तिम्रो मुस्कान भन्दा मिठो,
अरु कुनै मदिरा छैन,
तिम्रो न्यानो मायाको अगाडि,
यो बर्णन त केहि नि हैन,

सत्ते सत्ते
तिम्रो आँखा भन्दा अरु,
डुब्ने कुनै ताल छैन।

-Ram (for sumi)

रोकिने यो समय हैन...

सम्‍झन लाई मुटु भित्र,
कुनै ठाऊ बाकी छैन...!!
अरु लाई नै राखी सके,
तिमी यो दिल को भाका हैन..!!

आखा भरि सजाऊनलाई,
सपनीमा आऊनु पनि त पर्यो...!!
गीत बनाई गाऊनलाई,
शब्‍द हरु पाउन पनि त पर्यो...!!

हासी राख्‍न झुमी राख्‍न,
मलाई काहा फुर्सद छ र...!!
गुरास फुल्‍ने पाखा हरुमा,
गुलाफ फुले त के भो र...!!

याद तिम्रो आउन लाई,
कुनै त्‍यस्‍तो कारण छैन...!!
जाने लाई किन रोक्‍छौ?
रोकेर रोकिने यो समय हैन...!!

-Ram (based on imagination)